Tuesday, May 29, 2007

HELP

is there like an NGO or some government orginazation which i can complain bout UNromantic bfs???
lol

shit....

failed my mock exam paper 1...and a bigger possible feeling that i'll fail paper 2 cuz i totally sucked in it...i had a really bad headache after da test last saturday....don't think i can take it anymore...why did i join CAT in the first place??!!!
AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, May 18, 2007

My Happy Ending

gosh...2 months of foolishnes just passed me by, boxed and labelled 'My Happy Ending Pt.3'
well, lesson learnt...and thanks to that phase, i've learnt another chapter of 'Guys'...
whatever...guess to some people, im just another human being with some empty soul that has a heart which can be kicked around like a football...
recently, i read da news, about a boy who beheaded his mom, listened to Rap music b4 he turned himself in to da police...
guess punk rock ain't that bad after all...

here's a dedication to 'you know who' by avril...

So much for my happy endingOh oh, oh oh, oh oh...Let's talk this overIt's not like we're deadWas it something I did?Was it something You said?Don't leave me hangingIn a city so deadHeld up so highOn such a breakable threadYou were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be[Chorus:]You were everything, everything that I wantedWe were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost itAnd all of the memories, so close to me, just fade awayAll this time you were pretendingSo much for my happy endingOh oh, oh oh, oh oh...You've got your dumb friendsI know what they sayThey tell you I'm difficultBut so are theyBut they don't know meDo they even know you?All the things you hide from meAll the shit that you do [CD version]All the stuff that you do [radio edited version]You were all the things I thought I knewAnd I thought we could be[Chorus]It's nice to know that you were thereThanks for acting like you caredAnd making me feel like I was the only oneIt's nice to know we had it allThanks for watching as I fallAnd letting me know we were done[Chorus x2][x2]Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...So much for my happy endingOh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
~Peace~

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Zombie

me + eyeliner = zombie

lol....

WhateveR...

some ppl are just so fussy with their blogs...its not a matter of life & death yet they can make such a big deal bout it...lol

Sunday, May 06, 2007

[ Nobody ]

nobody knows what the hell is goin on,
too busy being what they're not,
undiscovered and unknown in this life,
hiding in the safest place in their temporary selves,
knowing that the world is an evil place,

nobody can be trusted,
cuz they'll just use you up and throw you away,
then hunt for a new one to replace you,
this cruel world has fake happy people,
to deceive and convince you,
about the so-called happiness in life,
that has never existed at all,

nobody'll pick you up when you're down,
they might promise to save you,
but at the end,
its self-satisfaction to feed their hungry souls,
to see you drown in all your mistakes,

we all live in pain,
in and out it can be felt all over,
nobody'll be there for you,
nobody'll save you,
just you to save yourself...

Saturday, May 05, 2007

All Black by Good Charlotte

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like The Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

Like the night that we met, all black
Like the colour of your dress, all black
Like the seats in my Cadillac
I used to see red, now it's just all black

As long as I could remember I dreamed in black and white
As I grew up and the sun went down, I never felt more alright
My mother she use to tell me: Son you better get to church
It's a dark, dark world and it's evil out there and you know it's only getting worse
Yeah, I've never been much for weddings or anniversaries but
I go to a funeral if I'm invited any day of the week
Some people say that I sound strange, some say that I'm not right
But I find beauty in this world every single night

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like The Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

Like the night that we met, all black
Like the colour of your dress, all black
Like the seats in my Cadillac
I used to see red, now it's just all black

I sat down at her table at the end of the night
She was having black coffee and a cigarette, she wasn't wearing white
She said, people tell me that I'm strange, they say that I am not right
She said, the only time I feel alive is in the dead of night
I think I found the one for me

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like The Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

Like the night that we met, all black
Like the colour of your dress, all black
Like the seats in my Cadillac
I used to see red, now it's just all black

I remember feeling so alive
The night I looked into her eyes

Take a look at my life, all black
Take a look at my clothes, all black
Like Johnny Cash, all black
Like The Rolling Stones wanna paint it black

Like the night that we met, all black
Like the colour of your dress, all black
Like the seats in my Cadillac
I used to see red, I used to see red

Take a look at my life (all black)
Take a look at my life (all black)
Take a look at my life (all black)
All black, all black
Take a look at my life (all black)
Take a look at my life (all black)
Take a look at my life (all black)
All black, all black, all black, all black, all black



*this song rocks

Friday, May 04, 2007

sick

im so in pain now....ulcer and most probably throat infection....can't eat in peace...sad.........not only that but not enough sleep....
next tuesday i'll be havin class from mornin till nite....boohoo

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

My Birthday/Wish List

I know it's a bit early but if u fail to plan, u plan to fail...hah

-MONEY
-new pair of specs
-lifetime supply of chocolate
-teddy bear soft toys
-the ability to walk in high heels
-reunion party with my sabah NS friends
-a whole face & body makeover
-LONG HAIR
-scented candles
-a mechanic pencil that belongs to Me and not my sis'
-[P] licence
-the freedom to drive on my own [carefully]
-mascara
-lip gloss
-black color clothes
-cherries from aus
-gucci handbags
-body glove or converse slingbags
-nike shoes
-fishnet stockings
-eyeliner
-chocolate buffet
-chocolate ice cream cake
-laptop
-ipod
-dark eye circles cream
-GOOD COMPLEXION
-parents' permission to hav bf

[to be continued....]

Koala

A purple koala bear...
cute isn't it?
its my soft toy which my relative got me from some game she won..maybe i was too adorable and because of that, she couldn't resist me...she HAD to give it to me...bwahahahaha

Deep Fried Squids & A Pig

Indeed...a very tempting dish...so tempting that it made me wake up with a bad sore throat...dammit
Yesterday we travelled all the way to hulu langat for seafood which is considered near compared to last week's destination at port klang...our family has this sorta food hunt thingy...travelling miles just for new food...which explains the formation of my tummy...lol
food expeditions are done once in awhile but why did we do it again this week?
Thanks to my uncle, of course...the cocky-obnoxious-single-30-year-old-pig...he gobbles everything on the table within shortest time possible..no wonder he's still single...Da worst experience with him was at a restaurant in pj..he, his gf & my family went out for dinner...his gf's dish came first & in disbelief, he took her chopsticks and started eating her food although he claimed to be "tasting"...sick....
Even my mom told me that if i ever get a guy like that...better think twice...*im watching u vic*
haha...