Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Stefanie Law Mei Teng,Thang Sue Ting & Tham Good Bin LOGO



created by Sue Ting Ting~

Making better sense when im not sober

the day b4 F6 PT2...
i did the smartest thing that any dumb student would do...

it was my mom's friend's son's wedding...lol
and dad didnt wanna go with mom cuz of all the aunty talks...so i went instead...

i was getting bored...left alone whil mom goes socializing so i went for the free flow of very nice drinks...had red wine and brandy...
miraculously, i still manage to walk back to the car park with my mom...lol
mom didnt mind me drinking at all so its ok...plus she tells everybody that she ENCOURAGES me to drink...so...enjoy-lah~~

smsed chris, my dear bestie...and we were just smsin bout lots n lots of stuffs...and she said that i actually make more sense when im drunk...
but actually, i don't really remember what we talked about that was so full of sense...

went home...cam-whored cuz i looked so nicely ridiculous in a dress that its just so hard to not cam whore...haha

i want money~!

i need money...cuz i need to do some shopping...
my necessities to looking good is so needed...and therefore, i will work for it...

weeee~~

first time working and im kinda excited bout it...haha
maybe the excitement is all from the money...lol

"money is the root to all evil and excitement..."

i won't be working alone...Good Bin will be joining me...haha *phew*
we'll be in the same building but different counters...
the name of the mall we'll be working at is for us to know, for u to find out...haha

Monday, September 29, 2008

screwed!!

i couldn't finish up my F6 cuz i was physically suffering...
my contact lens tore inside...and i cant see without them...
yeah...im so screwed...
plus no transport home...
what else can this world curse me with?

hate to say its hard to forgive someone who has hurt you deeply...but im sure time is the only cure right now...
im sorry that i can't forgive you now...
but sooner or later i will...
but move on with life...cuz i've already done so...although there are some pieces that still won't let me go but later they will all fall like the leaves of autumn...


Don't Tell Me

You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away

[Chorus:]
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away

[Chorus]

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

[Chorus]

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Graduation for CAT Dec 2007

CAT MEOW~!!!

me & Good Bin in our graduation attire

Kar Tung & Siow Chian..
both oh so cute girls...

Eileen The Pinky Girl of the night


Aaron the Funny One
actually i was exhausted cuz hours of standing in High Heels is hard work...

Sue Ting & Mei Teng
she's a cute Ting, isn't she?

Shin Jhen, Erh Jhen, me & Good Bin
all out for world peace

me & Good Bin lookin all so pure in white~

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Stefanie as it is




What Your Name Says About You



Your name says that you are mostly:



Charismatic but impulsive



Your name also says you are:



Dynamic but aggressive

Passionate but flighty

Compassionate but melancholy

Foever The Sickest Kids - She's a Lady




omg...
i finally found the song that i've been hunting for so long...
anyway just check out the video...its funny...
;)

my 'shopping spree'

ok...
last night when i asked mom for Shopping Allowance to get stuffs for graduation night...she was like..

"u keep asking me for money all the time! i bought u shoes and clothes already and u still want more!!"

next morning, she sent me an SMS..

" i put RM100 in your pocket. spend wisely"


lol..

well, i went Sunway Pyramid with my friend...
had lunch and then...

The Shopping Princess is in...

however, after some 'Smart planning'....
there's a big balance c/f...haha

went Vincci...and got something which i've been wanting for a looooooooooooooong time...
and also the nail color from Etude House which i regretted not buying with Good Bin the last time we went there...cuz later i only realised how much i loved that color!!!

now...im at asia cafe but im wasting no time...therefore im reading acca noted online...hahah...lmao

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Freedom~~ the George Michael way...

yeah...this new found freedom that i jz got kinda feels awesome~~

now i know what u mean, crispy chicken pao....

and the feeling of just doing everything with no strings attached adds that extra ajinomoto to life...haha

i know my friends are concerned and ask me, " are u ok? u sure??"

well, my dears...all i gotta say is...
chill...i am...
cuz i still got da the Shopping mood...
*wink wink*


Good Bin & me..
my super awesome Shopoholic friend...

My Cousin [Edited]


a photo of my cousin...
he's no twin...just one fella...taken using my laptop thaat has some reflection effect...and this is what happens when u mess with The Law's pc...

work of art/grafitti - Me

Monday, September 22, 2008

Keep Moving On

drastic changes has ocurred and im just accepting it and facing all the consequences of certain decisions made...
im ready to face every obstacle in my life...

but yeah,
i feel happy and sad...

happy cuz i can start all over again....a new beginning....a new life.....

sad cuz things i thought were meant to be just didnt turn out right...

but no worries...im fine...just taking chances and loving all my family n friends so much who have been there for me...i so appreciate you all in my life...

special thanks to:
my family
christine
joey
good bin
sue ting
joyce
and others who i dont have time to name...im sure u know who u are...

;)

Monday, September 15, 2008

JMC reunion

yesterday, i realized one of the best things bout being 19...
the freedom to drive solo to joey's place at night, drink red wine and come home at 11pm...even though there's a morning class at 8 the next day...
and yeah, came late to class...haha

but when i started the car, the petrol indicator was flashing, luckily i picked chris up and she pumped the petrol cuz i never liked to do it...and yeah, i don't really know how to...as far as i know, i've only pumped petrol once..

most of the time, christine, mei wan and me were just talking and talking and talking and laughing....with food and red wine which i so do NOT like...

then more chit chatting with joey and her 2 other friends...with a touch of non stop sarcasm and endless jokes...

but the best was joey's Jelly birthday cake which was super colorful!!

Friday, September 12, 2008

yabba yabba...

my blog is like a rusty old thing...

sadly, i didn't know wat to write...

and so far, nothin interesting has really happened in my sad sad life...

except yesterday, when my sis drew a moustache and a beard similiar to those devil cartoons on her own face...i know she's emo but to that extent....????

furthermore...i've been trying for the past week to find this song called ' she's a lady in lace' which i've heard many times on radio but failed to know who the artist is... adding to my misfortunate, the so-called WORLDWIDE WEB has a big dumb hole in it cuz i can't find the song anywhere!!!
it's driving me nuts...


last week, went dinner at a korean restaurant called Dae Jung Gam...and the food was as good as it looks...

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

Echo

recently, i've been feeling kinda doubtful and sadly confused...like i've lost the path in life...

nowadays, i seem to doubt every word, thought, sight, etc...

i honestly dunno why but i'm very doubtful of everything now...

is it cuz i lost faith in trust?
there are more untold secrets beneath the surface?
not bothered by what is happening behind me?
the thought of facing this life alone is overwhelming?
my heart is over ruling my head?

all i know is now, im more of an unsecured paranoid living in a life that im unsure of...

i feel like crying but i can't cry cuz im all cried out...

just wish i can disappear right now cuz i feel like some devil is just whispering evil painful thought into my ears...

i really hope i can be saved from all these insecurities...
but its just so dark and i don't see any hand with the intention to...


I've got another confession to make
I'm your fool
Everyone's got their chains to break
Holdin' you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?

Its real, the pain you feel
The life, the love you'd die to heal
The hope that starts the broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
Its real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I've got another confession my friend
I'm no fool
I'm getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new




The Best Of You
-Foo Fighters

The Right Way

When she is fine , pamper her...

When she is sick, pamper her more...

When she is dead, pamper her no more...

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Rusty Bloggie

feels like its been centuries since i used the internet...and im back...weeee~~

i have a new friend....

just brought into this world 2 days ago...

but not a virgin anymore...

he's called My Little Ironman...

pictures of this new fella will be up soon...