Thursday, April 30, 2009

To my dear closest friends..

The Pierces
"Secret"


Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you're telling lies
Cause you're the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…

[spoken]
Alison?
Yes, Katherine.
I have something I want to tell you, but
you have to promise to never tell anyone.
I promise
Do you swear on your life?
I swear on my life

[end spoken]

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

You swore you'd never tell…
You swore you'd never tell…

Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead…
(chorus x 3)

Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is…. Dead.

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Doing a great job

Since I was left to take care of myself recently..
It has been tough..
But do I have a choice?
Well, it's not like I asked for it...I was just left outside in the rain...
Sometimes I wonder to myself...do people really care sincerely?

whatever...
Overall, people are just fucked up (including me especially)

Hah..
Let's see...
The changes I've made and ways of taking of myself so far includes:

  • Getting a new cell phone number with the number 4 in it..superstitious people will be like..

"OMG! 4 means die!!"
me: "die then die la..it'll happen sooner or later"

  • Sleeping late - happens ALL the time...probably earliest time I slept was 12 midnight..stupid 10 hours class last sunday...what do I do until so early?
The usual - blogging, wondering, music, browsing around..same o same o...

  • Sugar rush..more candy, more happy!
One of the Jonas Brothers has diabetes and he can still rock...
although I don't really give a crap about them
..

  • Caffeine boost...had 3 big mugs of coffee on Monday..what's so crazy about it?
  • Save water, drink beer!..or vodka... :p
  • Suicidal thoughts..only at certain hours esp during revision classes when I wonder how to provoke Bin to stab me with a pen...
  • Lose weight - I wish!
  • Anger Management - lately, I realized, not that good....I got mad a couple of times within 2 weeks...wow!
  • Luck - I'm a jinx to myself..probably a majority of people started believing in Doomsday ever since they met me...Lol
  • I'm BROKE - Can't remember why or what I bought....


Wow...I can officially say that I didn't sleep for the whole day!!
exactly 24hrs 35mins...

Yeah..the malay prayers already ended..
The sun is rising and the dogs are barking...
Time to sleep now I guess...


3am

My Piggy Bank...
Shakin' that money maker..


My infamous Nail Color Collection...


Current addiction..
Helps to get through the long hours of classes...


Itchy mouth...
Not itching to talk on the phone but to quench my solemn thirst..




Feast your eyes on the evolution of
LAW MEI TENG~!!



Me and my Harley..


Somehow, I was told that I was born with an emo face...
Down here - emo kid faking a smile...
LOL


From emo kid to emo teen...
Hair somehow got rounder...
=.=


Few years later...
more hair, looking less emo-faced, unusual physical changes, less sleep...
Emo level? Undefined.
yeah...I got panda eyes...so?
I like PO -Kung Fu Panda!!
haiiiiiyaaaaaak!!!!

Besides the panda eyes, I'm more fucked up about my double eye lid...
My left eye has a double eye lid but my right eye doesn't...
It's quite an unusual sight...makes me look somehow slightly deformed..



I changed but everything is still the same

  • Attended all revision classes
  • Never late
  • Went home instead of catching a movie by myself
  • Gave my seat to an old lady in the Putra train
  • Did house chores
  • Called best friends
  • Being there for my best friends

Well, I did whatever I think it's good...

Just waiting what's on the other side for me...meanwhile, I'm open to all challenges and whatever comes my way - bring it on!


Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Truly am a July Baby


JULY BABY

Fun to be with.
Secretive.
Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed. agree
Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation.
Easily consoled.
Honest.
Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful.
Friendly.
Approachable.
Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. maybe....
Easily hurt.
Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.
Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. u song made this statement sound so WRONG
Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.
Caring and loving.
Treats others equally.
Strong sense of sympathy.
Wary and sharp.
Judges people through observations.
Hardworking.
No difficulties in studying. JOKE!!
Loves to be with friends ... agree
Always ! brood about the past and the old friends.
Waits for friends.
Never looks for friends.
Not aggressive unless provoked. AGREE!!!
Loves to be loved. SUPER AGREE!!!
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Monday, April 27, 2009

Juicy Goss~





My Deepest Darkest Secrets to be Unveiled HERE






Mental Torture-a-thon

Yesterday....I had Financial Management classes from 8am til 6pm...
In case you forgot,


YESTERDAY WAS A FREAKIN' SUNDAY!!!



So yeah, 10 hours in college for 'Exam Driven Courses', a fancier term for Revision Classes.

Many people (including my family) thought I was joking about it..

But,
NO, I'M DEAD SERIOUS ABOUT THIS..

IT'S A NON-RELIGIOUS EDUMACATIONAL SUNDAY CLASS..



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Classes on a Sunday....

In my opinion, the college was so empty you can just run, roll, dance, breakdance and jump around naked in the college car park...
sounds like fun, doesn't it?


Today was also another day of 8am to 6pm classes...

These long hours of classes are really taking it's toll on me...
By giving me butts spasms and temporary brain malfunction...

At one point, wearing my red Nike, I pretended to be Dorothy from the Wizard of Oz...

Superstitiously knocking my heels together while chanting with my eyes closed..


"There's no place like home.. There's no place like home..."





*opens one eye*






"Crap...I'm still here..."






Other than bringing your normal notes, paper and pens to class...
You need SNACKS..
And that is one department which I have never fail to disappoint..

I went to a Korean Supermarket the day before, and there was a


BIG SALE!!!
20% discount of your total bill...

Therefore,
My Doreamon Handbag included:

  • A pack of minty sweets (more than 20 bijis)
  • Choco Biscuit Sticks
  • Choco Bar
  • A box of another kind of dunno what sweet
  • Choco Baby
  • Strepsils
  • Moh Fah Kuo (sour snacks are a must)
  • A slice of Swiss roll
  • 3 pieces of Chocolate Moist Cake
  • A can of Nescafe

Yeah, they don't call me the Snack Bar for nothing....


Sunday, April 26, 2009

Korean Mam Mam~

Dinner at a Korean Chinese restaurant at Korean Village in Ampang..
Yummmies~

But probably the best was the trip to the supermarket when we went on a candy + choco shopping frenzy~!
I'm aware about my diabetic family history...
But life is too short to restrict myself to every damn happy thing in this world!!!

wee waa~




Kimchi soup..

Korean Pancake...my fave~

The RM40 glass noodles...
Expensive and not so yummy...
X(

Bi Bim Bap
:9

Korean porky..
Before...


After...
Free Soup...
(Not sure what's it called)

The refillable side dishes...
(@v@)

I loooove taufu!!

Friday, April 24, 2009

Save your saggy old fucked up ass

Suppose to meet up with Christine tomorrow...
Was really excited about it but somehow MOM issues are just inevitable...
Well, I have mom issues too...just slowly dealing with it...

Since the plan is called off, I guess I can sleep a lil bit later (as usual)...
Have more sleep and wake up in the afternoon...
LOL

But you know what...
Christine's MOM issues were all derived from one stupid forlorn fucked up bitch who thinks she's all that...

But you know what?
She was and will always be the most old looking teenager I've ever seen in my life...
Once during form 5, my Mother thought she was someone's mom...

Yeah...currently, this 20-years-old 'girl' looks and dresses older than my mom when she was just 17-years-old at that time...
I doubt her fashion sense actually went forward into modernization but more backward into a flowery lacy granny zone...

Come on...who wears a flower on their head?
Unless the background is Hawaii then it's understandable....
And makes it into a profile picture...??

To me, a profile picture is a window to your identity...
What are you trying to portray here?
An old air head in a moustached-bimbotic disguise...?

Now that's new....

Anyway, that's just an introduction...

The main point is...

This saggy old fucked up ass whore here was trying to cover up her ass when interrogated...why she covering?
Well well, her sexcapades started right after SPM and what I know is that she fucked herself up completely...and honestly, I'm just giving face for my best friend's sake...

And what I'm pissed about is that she turned my best friend's mom against me!

All I did was tell Christine to get the pills for her health sake...
Cuz I CARE FOR MY BEST FRIEND!

And what productive things have you done,huh?
Give a bad impression on me to save your sorry ass?

Now Chris' mom doesn't fancy Chris hanging out with me anymore all thanks to your stupid rabies filled mouth..
Thanks alot la..
You're probably just jealous about the bond...
Cuz all you do is intimidate every person around you...
Who the hell would enjoy having someone like you around to make themselves feel intimidated?

You call yourself a spoilt brat?

I think spoilt brat is a title thats too good for you...

What a day....

Just finished my mock exam...
Yesterday was Corporate & Business Law...
Today was Financial Management...

Sounds like fancy stuffs to study eh...
But in reality, I don't know what they're about...hahaha!

Mom is in Singapore...
Therefore, I had to run some of the chores like sending my youngest for a massage..
Mom told me to wait for her until she's done..
But mind you, I get bored easily...

So......

My 2nd sis and I went to McD opposite Taman Midah for fries, coke and sundaes...
We kinda did all those illegally, unfortunately, mom called!!

Gawd...

I told a white lie saying that I'm with the youngest sis...
And the noise was all coming from the TV...
LOL



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However, today was a more stoopid day for me...

Why?

While looking for a parking lot around college...usually I park in the college car park, but I thought probably around 1pm sure no space...so I wandered around the back lane...

I did find a parking...but I had to do front parking...
and......
I kinda suck in front parking......

Cuz while trying to turn in, I scratched the car on the right...
The damage was...the whole back door of that car had a gold color scratch right across it...
And I mean one looooooong scratch line~~~

=.="

Furthermore, the road was empty!!
And I managed to do that!!!
Geezzz......

I scratched my mom's car....great...

I immediately drove away and headed somewhere else, did my reverse parking at a really busy street and quickly went into college...
Bahhhhh!!!!


Yesterday in college, I forgot to pay my parking ticket cuz I left the ticket in the car...and I parked along the football field...its quite a long walk from one end to the other you know....plus the weather....

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

♫ ♪ ♥

Created a new playlist of my current fav songs at the moment...
Just scroll down a bit on to the right..

Videos...I love music videos!
Must check out PCD's latest Bottle Pop single....
smokin' hawt~~~

My theme song write now is probably the first song on the play list...

Go figure out why I chose that....

Hahahaha!!!

But on the softer side...
Once again, Demi Lovato's Don't Forget is something for someone who was once special to me but now, a complete stranger...


But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Pagi Pagi, Gosok Gigi, Cuci Muka, Makan McD...

It's true...
I woke up blaady early this morning at 6am to send my mom to office cuz she's going outstation...
She was too early so decided to go for McD breakfast...
My face was like
0.o

Because......
I was still in my sleeping attire which consist of a Fly.fm tshirt, a pair of 'Phuket' shorts and my Penang sandals....
Not only that...but I was with my specs and the face I had was the "I'm going back to sleep later" look...
gawd....
And she wanted me to go down with her for McD breakkyfast!!!
Embarrassing...utterly embarrassing....

Not really the ideal look that I want to be seen in...although it was the natural look....

Argh...



Hah......
The good thing about this morning is probably the picturesque sun rise....






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Oh yeah...
In the process of changing my phone number....yes, again...
I noticed this....


From left to right is the sequence of numbers that I've changed over the years...haha

Looks like I'm more of a digi customer...
It's cheap...the main point that I always emphasize on...
LOL

Oh yeah...I bought some awesome caller tunes...
ehehe...
Check it out~!
:p


Tuesday, April 21, 2009

BFF Day Out

Met Christine at Sunway Pyramid today!
wee waa~~

The funny thing is...
It was all planned when I was drunk...
And it was the only successful one out of the many including last Friday's...which didn't happen..wasted RM8 taxi fare...shiet...
Should I get drunk more often then?
LOL


What made this day even more 'interesting' was when this negro dude came n determinedly n persistently asked for Christine's number...
Although my existence was oblivious to him...
I had to come to the rescue...
But somehow I dunno why...maybe it was reflexes or telepathy but I grabbed her hand and she tried to chase him away with her GIRLFRIEND....

Yes, Plan L had to be executed...
Plan Lesbos that is...

Normally, when a girl says that she's in a relationship with the person beside her...
The smart thing to do is to say OK and go away....
But not this fella...
Geezzz.....

He kept following us around for God knows how long...!


And one of the best questions he asked were...

Black dude: Why are you with her?
Chris: Cuz I love her!
duh...

Black dude: How do you guys have sex?
Chris: Why should I tell you?!
yeah lo!!

The only thing to do was to tell him that we're not interested...
Pulled her away from him n make her come with me to the opposite direction...aaaaway from him.....
And finally, gave her a peck on her cheek..

"The things I do for love.." - Courage the Cowardly Dog

The love for my bestie...to save her from that sex maniac...

(=.=)"


My gawd.....guys...all for the sex....!
If you really wanna get laid so badly...go to Chow Kit la!
They'll be happy to serve you anytime, anywhere!!


Despite all that...we both had fun anyway...haha
Chit chatting all the way about life, make up and moms...
Indulging in sinful delights...
All at Starbucks with our Caramel Macchiato...yummies~~
LOL
We sound like old people...
But no~!
Maybe we're just youngly old people...hahaha

When I asked Christine about what she thinks of my blog...
She said its very informative...esp about my life...
Well like duh....
=.=

Haha...

Haven't had so much fun after such a long shitty period...
Totally feel reborn!

I'm so glad to have my BFFs...they're my life, my soul mates indeed!
People come and leave...
But...

GIRLFRIENDS ARE FOREVER!!!


While waiting for her....


After half an hour later....


After 2 hours of non stop bitch yakking...tried clothes at Kitschen!
This top is ok le...


Ooh la la~~
I love this dress~!!!
Brought out my true figure without any lumps or bumps...
(boobies are exceptional...lol)


This LBD is so meant for me...
I need to get it...its a steal!!!


Cute but made me look figureless...




Didn't really get to camwhore in Pyramid as promised...
So we did it in the cab...totally ignored the existence of the cab driver.........
hahaha!

:D



Damn hot sun...
We were trying to avoid it the whole time..!


(^,^)v

Just pouting...not kissing each other...
We don't wanna scare the cab driver...later cannot go home...


she the sexy vamp..
me the 'cute puppy'?


Pouting round 2


Half a Chris and a Colgate ambassador...lol


kawaii~~!
haha..


awww.....


pouting and (^.^)v-ing!!


nice shot...with the freakin sun...


not drunk...just a tired 'old' girl...


Rock on...
yaaaaa!!!!!


chubby cheeks...hahaha


Christine looks awfully retarded here....
*rofl*


so cute...we luv pouting!!
ehehehe


The last one...taken at the kelana jaya putra station....
*sob sob*
Time flies when you're having fun....


Yes...I bought a new hair band...
ehehe...
But this one is simple n nice...
;)

And nail polish from the Face Shop!!
It's an addiction!!!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Its not a dream

Yeah..I'm not asleep for sure...
And looks like I'm not dreaming after all...
Whatever is happening is the cold hard reality that people always talk about..

Unavoidable.

I wake up and the first thought that comes to my mind is..

"Is this really happening?"

Sadly, the answer is always a Yes...
an icy cold Yes..





Reminded that life is easy and people are the ones who make it complicated for themselves...
Yeah, maybe I should deal with it with a little less complication..
It's so unnecessary...

To add more salt into my wound was my mom..
Since last year I've already told her that my lack of practical training is one of the reasons why I'm not good at the preparations of her accounts..
But she never listened.
And always said that I should know cuz I'm an accounting student...
Mind you, this course has never been my choice...
It was my one and only option..


So yeah, I get scolded like shit for something that I don't know how to do..


Great...

Life is turning out so well for me...