Everything was fine until last Wednesday afternoon when my day turned around and headed south all the way..
I was glad to see Fluffy though..
However, on the way home, I got a call from mom regarding my attendance in college..
Although I've missed less than 10 classes but I knew I was headed to disaster..
While I was driving home, I was just hoping that maybe that would be the last time I will ever be driving..or breathing..
Cuz when I got home, all hell broke loose..
Despite maintaining good grades and constantly doing my work, it seem like it wasn't enough..
It was just attendance for crying out loud, furthermore, the lecturer did make a mistake in my record and I did fall sick on certain days..but its just that I don't tell..
I duno..I just don't feel like talking much about my work with family..
Well, not only that..
Hoping that when all of that was over, I could finally go back to my real home..
Unfortunately, my home wasn't there..
I had to sit outside in the cold while I shed my tears quietly..waiting for the door to open..
But it didn't let me in first..
Its not about eventually opening the door for me before midnight...
Its about the fact that you knew that I was there and was left there...
While you carried on with your life..
Maybe I shouldn't even have went home..
Instead I should have hid myself somewhere else..
Somewhere where I know that I can depend on myself and not others to make me feel better..
Has time changed us?
So much for my 21st birthday..
27 July - Never was and never will be a good day..