Tuesday, May 27, 2014

This little corner

I don't really show people that I'm sad.
Maybe only in this blog.
This space.
Where I can just pour out those bad feelings that bring me down.
Maybe bcos I don't wanna drag anyone along with me into my pool of sadness.
Like now, I'm not feeling confident about everything in my life.
I keep telling myself that hey, all this is just here for now but who knows what can happen tomoro.
It sucks to have that voice in your head constantly reminding you that happy things are just temporary.
I don't know..I'm not sure about my life anymore.

Sunday, May 25, 2014

Negativity

I admit, I'm a very negative person.
Seeing the worst in everything kinda perspective.
Its really hard to change one's mindset. Its like reprogramming a whole system.
If only there was a reset button, wouldn't it be much easier?
But who am I kidding?
This is life. Life is meant for us to make mistakes and learn. It helps you become wiser, if you allow it to.
I'm trying to be less negative by not thinking too much and just remind myself to not think about it. 
Its not easy but I'm trying.

For the past few days, I've been really doubtful and discouraged.
It starts when I start thinking, which leads to over thinking.