Thursday, October 30, 2008

Walking On Air by Kerli

check out this video...
i like the icy microwave and heated

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

I'm Still Breathing by Kate Perry

So as I write this letter
And shed my last tear
It's all for the better
That we end this year
Let's close this chapter say one last prayer
But don't say that you loved me

Cause I'm still breathing
Though we've been
Dead for awhile
This sickness has no cure
We're goin down for sure
Already lost a grip
Best abandon ship

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

PMSing Girl -Beware!-

so taking care of myself...

  • i've had terrible flu and runny nose for 3 days...

  • last night only slept an hour..went to bed at 1am, woke up at 2am...stared into blank space and tossed & turned till 6.30am...thanks to the super 'kau' Nescafe i still awake now at 12.06am...haha

  • poked my own eye (by accident, not intentional)

I'm like some Accident prone

  • no appetite to eat nowadays...even if im hungry also eat very little...dunno wats wrong...sigh~
I'm not anoeroxic or buliemic ok...

If I Were a Boy - Beyonce so loving this song now...
my mom heard it first and she told me how nice it is and that we should listen to it...and she's darn right about it...
This song is soooooooo nice~!
She was so excited to check out the video too...haha
The video is awesome too...

Such a meaningful song~~
*sob sob*

Deepavali for me?

my paternal relatives from Ipoh all came down for an uncle's house warming party here...and of course, with relatives here...especially my lil cousins, are definately here for the shopping~!


last sunday, my lil cousins are both my sis went watch HSM3 at The Curve while i did my own shopping with my mommy~ and i bought a bag....weee~ (^.^)
something fancy which i didn't really expect myself to

i was shoppin for my own stuffs from 12pm til 4pm...saw Steph n her
and then, i had to continue another 4 more hours of non stop walking/tour guiding my cousins and my sis cuz it was Their turn to shop...

8 hours Gawd...the pain my legs were actually going thru were just.......major ouchy~

Next day,
Happy Deepavali to all of you who is celebrating~!

yeah....guess where i went.... i did do a lil shopping but its hell tiring~~~~

later i'm goin pyramid again to meet a friend...
bz bz~

Saturday, October 25, 2008


Me: "I don't get it! What is his job? Does he sell wine or does engineering?"

Adb: "No, his work is whining."

A lil conversation i had with my youngest sis...


Oh yeah, that lil sis of mine...gosh~!

Her classmate is having a birthday party at....u wanna know where??

Yogoya at Star Hill!!

My sis has to actually collect an invitation card to enter...foooh~~


I haven't been there before...sad~

12 year olds having birthday parties there??

Gosh...where will they be celebrating their sweet sixteens i wonder...

What happened to McDonalds and A&Ws where the mascots come out in their stinky costumes and get pushed around by those lil kids...and parents...i mean...isn't that old school fun to remind of those kids the fun of their Childhood?

Kids nowadays...spoilt brats...from toddlers to 16 and even 18...some just carry on til 19...


Speaking of McDonalds,

It reminded me of something...
I was around the age of 5 i think, i was happily enjoying my Happy Meal with my family,

and suddenly,

the fat happy Purple Monster mascot aka the Grimace came out and what i did was...

hid under the table and cried~

sounds like some sad case eh...

the worst thing was the Purple Monster tried to pull me out from under the table but somehow he gave up and went on with the other kids...maybe he couldn't stand the supersonic screams or something...i dunno~

God knows why I'm so traumatised by that creature...but to my surprise...when i googled The Grimace...there are a bunch of serious haters out there...freaky~


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Looky Looky~~

Glitter Graphics

Monday, October 20, 2008

Department of Complaints

Today i have received quite a number of complaints from a handful of people..

Some are hilarious.
Some are stressful.
Some are just plain annoying.
Some are just laughable at.

Being me, of course i will sit down attentively and listen to all the problems as i was a Pembimbing Rakan Sebaya in secondary the skills are still

Sunday, October 19, 2008

*flips hair & winks*

Nowadays, i seem to be getting the word 'Radiant' as some sort of compliment.



thank you to those who said it...its so funny cuz it feels kinda coincidental that a few of my dear friends said it at the same period of time...especially after such an intense phase of my life...
but all i can say is thanks for all the love and support...i really appreciate having you guys in my life...
and yeah, im smiling in and out...haha

Hair Noodles

i have such a super sensitive nose!
just a tiny weeny dust would just give me a runny nose for hours!!

besides that,
i called my friend Ididot instead of Idiot...what a bummer...

i just came back from another korean restaurant in ampang and right now, i smell like barbequed pork...especially my hair...when i smell my hair, i'll think of noodles and "AMMM!"...

nah, i'm not that hungry to bite of my hair...


hmmm....if you're looking for simple relaxing music after a head pounding session of F4 BUSINESS LAW...chill out and hear this out~~

Saturday, October 18, 2008


my sis caught me doin something silly on camera...

its ridiculous cuz its me laughing at my own graduation photo...and the facial expression is just cartoonish...

lately, i've been waking up for lunch despite setting my alarm at 10am...even brunch is too late...


~the power of sleep~

tomorrow i have to send my youngest sis to school for some dumb trip to the paddy fields and mango orchard thingy...
gosh...we have rice at home, mango trees at our neighbours house...why can't she invite her friends to our house instead?!
more like overgrown kids....most of them are taller than me...sadly...

maybe its my genes or i'm just born petite...haha

i prefer the second

Friday, October 17, 2008


yeah yeah...that's the LAST one...

i don't need anymore publicity...

Thank You.

With Love,

Thursday, October 16, 2008

We Rock!!

i just watched Camp Rock and there's one scene where i've already watched like 5 times already...haha...
the scene which i luuuuuuuv most is when Demi Lovato came out to sing her song This is Me after the Final Jam...

it was like so and my sis were both sayin " KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS KISS....!!"
but unfortunately they didn't which left the both of us in screams and pillow

omgosh...Joe Jonas is sooooooo cute~!

now i know what's the who Jonas Brothers craze is all about...haha

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

how can u not love this guy??

he's John Vesley from the band Secondhand Serenade who has the hit single 'Fall For You' and this is their vocalist and guitarist...and oh so dreamy he is...

i even have that song as my caller tune...haha

love the hair, the voice, the music, the face, the lip piercing and everything!!

ahh!! i want him!!

why so serious??

i didnt know that some people would take my post 'shy shy~~' so seriously...

it was just a joke to create some suspense and somehow it succeeded unintentionally...haha...cuz i typed it out for r some pics of Joyce at her birthday party at Carl's Jr at Sunway Pyramid last monday...her birthday cake was a home made jelly cake made by Sue Ting n a few others...really had awesome fun that day~!

went to pyramid to get some stuffs alone with just my music as my companion for the mean time until i met bin bin after she's done's wat i bought~

Tagged by U Song

What was your dream when you were a small kid?
an artist, archeologist, astronomist...

What was the happiest thing in your whole life?
going to Korea with my whole family during winter~!

What do you wish to have right now?
wish i could pass all my ACCA exams, be healthy and happy :)

When was the last time you Horse Laugh??
just now on Disney Channel...

What do you realize recently?
realized how nice it feels to travel n shop alone...haha
and how much MORE credit i've used ever since my new profound status..

Which bad habit of you thats is most unacceptable?
im a good girl...all my habits are acceptable...haha

When you're unhappy what will you do?
listen to sad songs , cry [self confessed CryBaby], call my one and only bestie...

What are you afraid of losing?
my family and friends...all the things in life that keeps me happy and going on

Within 5 years,which target is the most realistic one?
to perm my hair, get a new hp, be an ACCA student, getting my heart broken, move on and be awesome~

When you met someone you like,will you confess or hide your feelings?
depends on who i like...haha

List out 3 kind of person you hate the most?
Arrogant, Hypocrite, Jerks

Define loneliness
when you don't have any loved ones in your life including family and friends to care and love you..

Are you satisfied with your life now?
NO! i'll never be satisfied til i get what i want~!

When is the most recent time you felt touched?
Recently eh...tough question...haha...the day i got my Little

Where is the most beautiful place that you have visited?
My Dreamland

A song that is playing in your mind recently?
Lady Gaga feat Colby O Donis - Just Dance [duh duh duh dance~~]

If you have a wish come true,what is it?
Make me a kazillionaire!!!

Do you have anything to worried or scared recently?
scared of getting kidnapped, raped, abducted and burnt alive...and losing my dear dear loved ones..

If the world is going to end,what will you do?
sing 'Negaraku' for my last minute of patriotism..
i'll tell all my loved ones about how much i love them and glad to have them in my life...

who are you thinking of right now?
my smelly baby napkin, pillow and one-eyed teddy

im gona tag:
good bin
ei leen
erh jhen

Sunday, October 12, 2008

It's gonna be alright

whatever decisions we make in our life for our studies or personal stuffs,
we should be ready to face the consequences cuz we chose that path and we just gotta take it...

take it like a woman!

haha... - any more surpsrises you have for me?
cuz i want more!!!

shy shy~

i dunno how to say this~

i really like ___

but only i know...cuz i don't wanna lose ___

Thursday, October 09, 2008


i made a fuss...being all dramatic and stuffs...and it did wayyyy good to

what happened was....i was using the comp at rock cafe and suddenly the comp just went off!
i was downloadin somethin big...
The Drama Begins~~

i called the guy over and with that frustrated freaked out face of mine... :p

i bla bla-ed my way...the guy was helpless...seriously~
that sad look on his face didn't made me feel sorry though....

i was like "OMG! How?? i'm downloading something important?!!"

till the guy cannot tahan and told me i can use the comp for free after that....

i just paid for the 1st hour used and the rest after that was free...

the 'Important' Thing i was downloadin was actually an album...
now im downloadin MORE music...kate perry's album on da way...haha

Don't Forget

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Freakin' Tired....

dear oh dear me....
since mom got this new job, i've become some emergency part timer...
2 days ago, i had to go klcc right after class which ends at 6pm...
but im gettin paid..
3 days in a yesterday i had to work in jusco for 6 hours plus...
met a friend after that for tea... :p

not only that, last night i had to drive from sunway back home at night cuz mom send someone back and all...i was looking forward to sleepin so badly and guess what happened???

went to bed at 1am and suddenly.......

stooooooopid Tenaga ppl...!
i woke up twice at 2am and 4 am!!
altogether i only had 4 hours of sleep and im still holdin on to classes today...not skipping even one class!!

im deprived of sleep, cranky and just BLEK~!

but right online, downloading songs...haha

what i meant was....

you should go back and see her and take care of her...
spend your last remaining moments that you have with her before it's too late...
everyone comes and goes...
we just gotta be strong in handling life's obstacles...
God bless her~

Monday, October 06, 2008

complicate i am...

few days ago, my sis asked me why im back into hard rock music from leona lewis?

im talking bout Miley Cyrus and Demi Lovato from Camp Rock...

my sis was like " WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU??!!!"

well..."7 things" by Miley Cyrus is a fun song and "This Is Me" by Demi Lovato is freggin awesome!!

haha...the type or genre of songs reflects a person's character and personality, you say...

but now im searching for Kate Perry's "U're So Gay" me!! i want that song...haha

but above all, nothing beats my daily dose of "Just Dance" by Lady Gaga feat Colby O' Donis....
it drives both my sis my lil 'dance'

Sunday, October 05, 2008

Dear Sunway TES,

why why are u so cruel to your students/customers when it comes to the duration between progress test1, progress test 2 and mock exams?

2 weeks is all we got after one test after another...

i know it'll keep our memory fresh of the knowledge absorbed from all the previous nights of studyin...

but do u know how tiring it is to sit for 3 straight hours on that hard plastic chair??

at least a cushioned seat would keep my mouth shut...but normal classes also no do u expect our dear tender butts to survive those EDC classes??!

ACCA students will have flat butts esp those from SUNWAY TES!!!
and less hair too...omg~ i don wanna be bald when im 50!!

i know its a long tough process to be an accountant...but a bald, flat-butted accountant just ain't fun either...

my most favourite

these two are my most favourite chocolate...especially Choco Baby...
if any of you are just born kind and warm-hearted and think that it's ok to give a gift to a friend for fun...I'LL LOVE YOU!

Tagged by Good Bin

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Listen to music til i fall asleep...

3. What kind of news do you read?
Local, world, entertainment n comics...

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
i'll give up my flaws... ;D

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
my family and friends~

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Hell NO!!!

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my family and friends...

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
sleep...cuz its 3am already...

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
yes, at the right place and right time ;)

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
nice, funny, smart

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
a matured person who appreciates me...

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
the way and words they speak...

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
crazy ar?!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
happy! cuz rich but not happy is just bad...

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
i'll like to have a bit more confidence than what i'm having now... :p

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
none other than my dear bestie, Cristeen...

18. Name one song and why.
Better In Time by Leona Lewis...the best cure to heal a broken soul and heart...

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
my personality...hehe :D

20. If you have a million ringgit,what would you do?
keep quiet about it...

i tag:
yeu song
shin jhen
erh jhen

fancy a Schnitzel?

sounds like what Snoop Dogg usually says right?

no...its actually a name of a german sausage...

celebrated mom's birthday at Euro Deli in KL's actually a swiss german restaurant...

once i stepped into the restaurant, for a moment there, i thought i was in Germany...cuz the music, ambience and people were all so german!

but reality came back to me when i saw indian

no time to take photos of the food cuz we were all super hungry once we got there...

but i got this instead...

cuz the twin towers were just gorgeous at night..makes me feel proud to be a Malaysian for having such a beautiful wonder in this country we live in...

suddenly so patriotic...siao~

today's best joke i heard from my dear bestie is that some guy who she really hates, who is also a golddigger n all going around telling that he's gonna marry her...
knowing she's the type who totally does not believe in marriages...just made me just roll around my bed laughing my ass off cuz her angry shrieky voice is just adorably cartoonish...
plus, the topic 'KIDS'...and other sensitive issues which could not be presented out here...just drove her nuts n made me laugh uncontrollably...
but we're both cool with sensitive issues cuz we see no sensitivity in it...

Saturday, October 04, 2008

Good reasons and excuses

i've heard so many excuses and reasons why people do certain things...and believe me...if i spill them out'll be sick and it will haunt you for quite some time...

yeah, pursue happiness and forgot the path you took to get there...
like what the Malays say, 'kacang melupakan kulit"
not only that, bragging about it is the worse thing of all...

yeah, happy happy...
while others swallow then pain quietly...

well, at least i know who to actually give chances to and who to not give it too...
but most of the time im giving chances to the extent that people who know me darn well would just not believe the level of tolerance and patience i have...

girls...girls like Me will always foolishly believe in fairy tale like happy endings... much for My Happy Ending...
but im not gonna let it stop me there...No way....!

I, Stefanie Law will not give up that
cuz being deprived of life for 4 years...huhu~
time to let loose NOW...weee~~~

now don't tell me what to do or say...don't bug me cuz i'm busy living my life...

Friday, October 03, 2008

To all the guys out there...

in case you happen to be a guy...
and u don't know this little thing about girls...


so let us be and let our little rehab treatment cure us...
cuz guys...
you make the the biggest percentage of hurting the opposite sex physically, emotionally, mentally, etc...

i mean, come on...
how many articles have you come across in the newspapers that says "girl rapes guy"...
once in a blue moon maybe....

maybe some of you will disagree with me...but somehow this therapy works for me and i don't care about what the hell you think about it...bwahahahahah!!!

Nah...i won't...

what's personal is personal....
that's what makes a person more mysterious you see...hehe
like wearing sunglasses when the sun went down an hour

no point telling everyone everything cuz noone really cares...
cuz we already have enough problems ourselves...
i only keep in touch with chris...but if others come to me whinning...well, i'll just entertain for the sake of not being a total snob...


but if i say something like Angelina Jolie [the husband snatcher] and Brad Pitt [the weak one] is an ideal huha right?
it's just a statement that came out of nowhere...but if u can read between the lines of the situation on how these two got together...good 4 u my dear friend...

and if i didn't ask on your perspective on another person's superficial features...keep it to yourself~

"since a year ago, i felt so numb, not feeling you there, i became so tired, so unaware..."
-sounds familiar eh...haha

im glad noone calls me by my initial...imagine someone shouting for me down the hall,
"HEY, S~!!"
gees....sounds bad...

i dunno why but i keep listening to Avril's 'Girlfriend' on repeat mode...
maybe its the "Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious And Hell Yeah, I'm the mother f*ckin Princess"

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Don't Worry

i hate the thought of being alone
but there's just noone home
there's nobody i can run to
like how i used to do
to cry
to laugh
to smile with

love me
i will love you more
leave me
i'll show you the door

cuz i don't need the pain
all i need is me
it was all getting kinda lame
now that i've open my eyes to see

i'll be counting my nineteen stars tonight
under the dark sky
staying awake tonight
just me by my side

don't worry
i'll be fine
im just writing my own story
about this world of mine

cuz you've hurt me enough
i gave you all the chances you asked for
but it was never enough
now im glad im no more a part of anything anymore