Friday, December 24, 2010

Currently listenin to..

I'm jealous of girls that:

  • are naturally beautiful.
  • have a flat stomach.
  • make silly faces and still look cute. 
  • eat as much as they want but they don’t gain weight.
  • look cute in “hobo-ish” clothes. 
  • have flawless features
  • have no pimples/blemishes.
  • have beauty and brains. 
  • have an ass. 
  • have nice boobs.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010


Baby, I know you'll like it!

Monday, December 20, 2010

In your face

Having Viennetta Brownie Chocolate...
Kim and I are in attempt to finish it all..

Sunday, December 19, 2010

I don't know

What does "I don't know" mean?

It actually means:

Yes, there is something wrong but I just don't know how to tell you cuz we might get into a fight and I don't want that to happen. So, I rather just let myself hurt than to bring both of us into that situation. However, not telling you the problem really kills me and eats me up inside. Also, if I don't tell you, you won't get it neither will you change for the sake of making me happy. Therefore, I don't know what to do/say.

Something simple yet, complicated.



There's seriously nothing to do online anymore..
Facebook and Twitter is just borrrrringggg..............

I can just go online with my phone..
I don't even need to switch on the lappie anymore..

I dunno..
Maybe I used to have a purpose coming online..
To skype with someone (you know who you are)..

But now...

We just don't do it anymore...


Thursday, December 16, 2010

I get it

Ok ok..
I get the message already that you can't wait to go UK..
And you're not happy at all being here..

Its on FB, its in our conversation...

You're going soon next september..
9 months more and off you go..
Keep that in mind..

What really pissed me off was when I was cooking for you..
You said that you should have gone to UK this year cuz there's a girl there who makes really good food..
So what Im doing here is nothing to you?

The Jinxed One

Yesterday, for the first time I went clubbing with my besties - Chrisitine, Ivan and Kimberly...
First of all..
The shoes...oh, the shoes...
I wore my pink know...the sexy pink one with leapard print platform?
Yeah..that one..
It was kinda loose, No.1....and after awhile it wasn't really that comfortable as I hoped it will be..
But I managed to survive the night with minimal blisters..

We went for dinner at Pelita, Bangsar before heading to Mist Club..
It was kinda fun cuz I actually went clubbing including the drinking and dancing...
Since I have 2 left feet all my life, for the first time I felt like I had 4 legs!......???
=_=" after 2 hours..
The club had a blackout....

We thought it was some birthday surprise or a temporary malfunction..
But turned out that the whole street had a blackout...

Boy am I jinxed when it comes to things like this..
Or more like, the weirdest and most unexpected things happen around me...

But I had fun anyway..
Really had fun with my besties..
Most of all seeing Chris and Ivan together makes me feel so happy cuz they finally found each other...and they look oh so cute together!

 I dont understand why I look so freakishly fair....and tiny eyed.. -_-

Chris and Kim

Our drinks

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

I can look into your soul!

Xmas is here..
So are these creepy little toys..

Monday, December 13, 2010


Exams are finally over..
Hopefully my foundation year is over as well..

Been really busy lately..
Going out has never been more tiring..
Furthermore my cousins are here..and Im just bringing them to all the malls in KL and PJ..

Past 3 days I've already conquered 1 Utama, the curve, ikano, low yat plaza, lot 10, Fahrenheit, and Sg Wang..

Did some shopping as well..weehee!!

Thursday, December 09, 2010


Adeline actually won this retarded game!


Seriously one of the most fucked up game you can find on the internet.

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

Mango madness!

Boots extracts mango selection.
Can't wait to try it..

Xmas in MV

Another year end holiday coming soon.
And 2011 as well.

Feels like forever exam paper is on Thurs and Fri..
One day away feels like forever!
Can't wait to get done and over with it..seriously...

Just wanna have some time without worry or guilt...

Besides that, it's has been a really lousy couple of days..
Today is just one of the worst..I guess..
It just feels so difficult to be here..

Monday, December 06, 2010


Meet the bread monster!

Catch the Beast, 4minute and G.Na at the #DiGikpop! Grab the pre-sale tickets at 1U, New Wing!

Catch the Beast, 4minute and G.Na at the #DiGikpop! Grab the pre-sale tickets at 1U, New Wing!

Stay a little longer

Maybe the theme song for the moment is 'The Garden That You Planted' by Sea Wolf.

It tells a story about the changes that take place as time passes us by.
But no matter what, our love will always be there, blossoming.

So even though this journey we're on is full of ups and downs, the garden that we planted remains.

Sunday, December 05, 2010


I miss having fun.

Saturday, December 04, 2010

Disco baby!

New bling for ze myvi.

Just wanna make sure you're OK

By nature, I worry a lot about my loved ones and people who I care for.

Like when you said you're taking a short nap at the petrol station, I worry bout your safety so much. Especially when i've heard of cases like the ones where people died of gas poisoning in their own car. Freaks me out. =S

However, glad to know you're home safe.

Love u bebe.

Red hot mama

Adeline Law.
My 'baby' sister.


Whatcha lookin at?


I did not kill anyone with that stapler.

Thursday, December 02, 2010

Sweet Treats

Had another early morning today.
Been sending my sis to school for SPM since last week.

So I shall treat myself with a nice cup of toffee nut latte frap.

I deserve it.

Sticky anyone?

A short video of sweetness.

Wednesday, December 01, 2010

Gimme some moolah

My piggy bank.
Scary but quite 'ong' wan...

Steffie's macaroni

Food of awesome indeed..

1 pack of San Remo mac & cheese
1 Tomato
Loads of ham

Enjoy! =D

Stupidity makes my day

Im in a mean mode.
So bear with me.

When 2 malay women dressed as janitors are having their breakfast in Mcdonalds, they decided to eat their mcmuffin burgers with a fork n knife.
Acting all high class as if they're in a fine dining restaurant.
Seriously, stupidity makes my day.

Tuesday, November 30, 2010


Zomg! I managed to do mobile blogging!
Wee... =D

Awesome food

  Behold, the chicken pot..

Thursday, November 25, 2010


I admit..I've never really changed the style of my hair fringe..
It has always been left parting..
Like this..

However, due to some encouragement from fellow classmates who suggested that I should try bangs instead for the sake of a change and the chances that I'll look younger..
I thought..

"ah..why not? hair will grow back eventually*"

*A line which is often used by hairstylist who mess up your hair......

So, yeah...I now have bangs..

..and it does look quite nice actually....

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Sweet little things

All thats more watermelon though =(

Although we didn't get to spend that quality time together, but I still had a great time..
Got some bonding time with your mom which was rather interesting..

However, I'm happy that we got that little moment just for a hug..

I was so excited just now waiting for you to come over to drop my stuffs..
Cuz I foresee a hug..
And boy, do i love hugs!

Friday, November 19, 2010

What's Next?

Another video project...

Dear gawd, why....?

This time is a video news release..probably gonna do one on automobile..
Although many might be doing automobile as well, it's a chance for me to be different and outstanding...teehee!

I finally changed my phone..
I finally changed my phone.. 

Thanks to Daniel who got me the Sony Ericsson Elm as an advanced Christmas present..
Best part of all...
Its pink!

Hmm....what else...?

Oh yeah...I cut my hair..
Short fringe definitely brings me compliments about me looking much younger...hahaha!

18 again?

My walls are tough

Gee..suddenly this whole issue about slimming down has become a bit more frequent than usual..
Not to mention the daily photos of skinny winnies I see on FB..

It is pressuring..
But seriously..its strictly my business about how I wanna look..

So pls, get off my 'fat' back...

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

"You'll look prettier if you're skinny"

A phrase which has become so cliche to me..

I mean, who doesn't wanna look skinny and pretty like those models and actresses that you see on TV and magazines?
They are the girls who get the guys and attention.
Plus they fit perfectly and look gorgeous in everything they wear.
Who doesn't want that?

As a chubby girl, its not easy to find the right clothes that will make you look as pretty as those mannequins.
You don't get the kind of attention you want.
You get criticism of the obvious.

Normally, the skinny ones are called hot.
The chubby ones are called cute. would be nice to be called 'hot' for a change.

I gotta admit.
I do get a bit insecure about myself but sometimes I'll be like..

"Fuck it! I'm wearing that!" 
"If she can go out looking like that, why can't I?"

I guess, at the end of the day, confidence plays a big role in getting the guts to wear what you want.
Also, there are many tips and tricks to dress up to make yourself look and feel more comfortable.

Inspired by

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

Excitement much!

Can't wait for the day of the screening this Saturday!
Hope we'll win something back..

Thursday, October 28, 2010

2 more days!

Omgosh...the 48 hour KL film project is in 2 days!
Damn gan cheong lo...
Quite excited about it though..hehe

But being the team leader to make sure that the team will be in good shape at all times to make an awesome film..
Its gonna be quite a job and one big responsibility..
I mean..its an international filming competition, right?

I've never thought that ever in my life I would be involved in such things...

Just last Tuesday I was called for a radio interview on BFM 89.9..
Say whaaaaat?
It may be a small radio station but heck..I was interviewed on radio!
First time for me..gotta say it's one hell of an experience..
But still I need to really learn to get a grip of my nervousness...
Btw, its gonna be aired this Saturday...hehe

This project has definitely put me in many many spontaneous situations..
But somehow, despite such short notice, I managed to pull through..of course with the help of Jing Hui who is always there for me..

Well, all I hope for is that we'll all get along and have fun during this coming weekend..hehe

Also not forgetting my super supportive boyfriend, Daniel Soon Jeong Guan! 
Thank you so much for all the love and support you give that keeps me grounded, sane and giving me the reason to smile inside out all the time..

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Lucky Body Shop Vitamin C winner!

First time in my life I actually won a contest...
Although I've won a lottery of RM3 before..but it was just pathetic.. =_="

Yeah! Apparently it was one of those SMS contest for Cleo mag..
ya know, those that cost RM1 per SMS....
But looks like it paid off!

Body Shop Vitamin C Eye Reviver Duo
Containing Amazonian camu camu berry and aloe vera which is packed with vitamin C, it will sooth and refresh simultaneously. A two-in-one wonder indeed! Apply the radiance cream under the eyes to brighten or roll the revive gel around the eyes to energise.

Body Shop Vitamin C Energising Face Spritz
The spray comes out in a mist which helps you to cool down instantly during a hot weather especially in Malaysia. Easy to carry around. Not only do you feel refreshed after every spray but the fragrant of freshly cut oranges will definitely wake up your senses. Best part is it doesn't disturb my make up at all!

Sunday, October 17, 2010

Lack of photos

Imma person who likes to take photos..
Sadly, I don't have a compact camera neither a phone with a good quality built-in camera..fuckin hate my phone cam...

I like taking photos..
It's a small passion I have..
But somehow knowing that I don't have the proper equipment kills off my interest..
That's why nowadays I seldom upload photos of myself, stuffs, and whatever and whoever that's in my life..

My photo albums in facebook are stagnant..
Same goes for my blog..lack of updates and photos to go along with it..

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

For Laughs sake

Must watch!
Guarantee you'll laugh like mad...

Wednesday, October 06, 2010






Friday, October 01, 2010

Missing piece

The missing piece
I miss the feeling of falling in love.
Wish you would find a way.

Thursday, September 30, 2010

Life lately


Done with the HMC promo video for good. Hope it'll be aired in the college foyer. It'll be awesome to see a work of my team and I be shown to the public.

The 48 hour film project people came to HELP and talked about cameras, filming and other stuffs. Officially registered and sponsored by HELP to enter the competition. I better get some good grades for this. Especially the sleep I have to sacrifice, it better be worth it.

Hate statistics. Especially my lecturer, bitchy much. Yuck.

Marketing is fun. Awesome lecturer.

Another assignment for PR. Product launch. Have to think of a product by today.


Last weekend, Christine and I went over to Joey's BBQ birthday party which served the best curry sotong in the world! And her mom is so friendly..hehe! Sent Christine back to UPM after that. Never realized how huge that place was.

Jing Hui is still short. XD


I wanna go Sunway Giza and Fahrenheit 88 because I've never been there before and I really wanna check those places out!

There's this seed shape thingy in my left eyelid. Recently, I guess due to the weather, it hurts a bit. Blurring my vision as well, at times.

This is one nice piece by Kris Allen called The Truth .

Other than that, I'm fine. =)

Friday, September 24, 2010

Just the way you are (Steffie Version)

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Look like zombies from L4D2
Her hair, her hair
There's nothing much left on her bald head

She's so horrible
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I puke behind her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to see all that I have to see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's every damn thing that I would change
Cause you're disgusting
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and pukes all around
Cause girl you're disgusting
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I would cut them all off if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
Makes me run away without looking back

She's so horrible
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never come near you
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then please go away

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's every damn thing that I would change
Cause you're disgusting
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and pukes all around
Cause girl you're disgusting
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're disgusting
Just the way you are

Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and pukes all around
Cause girl you're disgusting
Just the way you are

Thursday, September 23, 2010

PR Project

Since I took Public Relations as part of my elective subject this semester, confirmed there will be more practical work than just studying in a classroom..

We were separated into groups and a task was assigned to us..
My team consisted of jing hui, min yeen, priscilla, huay jien and hui key..
Yes..we're the all girls team..

The project we got is a film making project which consisted of 2 parts..

The 1st part is to make a promo video for our HELP matriculation course..
And the worse part was we have to finish it within 2 was hell indeed..
Totally stressed over the recording, timing and most importantly the video editing...
Somehow our hard work paid off and the lecturer was kinda ok with our video..

The 2nd part would be that we will be joining a film competition called the 48 Hour Film Project..
We will be given characters, props and line of dialog and then we will have to make a film based on what we have within 48 hours..
The project will be from 29 to 31 Oct..
So..wish me luck!

Monday, September 06, 2010

3rd Semester!

Time flies..
Done with 1st and 2nd semester and now I'm in my 3rd semester of foundation studies..
Its already September fast, right?
And hopefully I'll be done by December..

Gee..I can still remember being a lone ranger during my first few weeks in college..


Thursday, September 02, 2010

I'm broke

Finally got the shoes that I've always wanted..
Hot pink + animal print heels...
Love Love Love!!

And yes, now im broke...
And since I bought it with my own salary...
Its some sort of a reward to me...

Monday, August 30, 2010

So pweety!!

I was browsing around and I saw this beautiful piece by The Survival Store.

Definitely a bag that I so want so badly!
These kind of designs are in trend now anyway..
And I'm kind of into pink bags nowadays for some reason...

Looooove the heart and ribbon design in front...
My favourite colors are the grey and black one..
There are other colors like blue and orange as well..

I wannnt!!!!

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Sense of Relief

Just got my results..
Got a pass for critical thinking skills..
Credits for biz, human comm and english..

Well..not impressive at all but I guess it's what I deserve for slacking and last minute studying...


Monday, August 16, 2010


yo yo everyone!

since its the beginning of the sad 2 week holidays and im quite free now..
I thought of playing around with wordpress instead of taking a nap..

so far so good but kinda complicated at times...
but heck, here it is..check it out anyways...

Oh yeah..and here are the very few photos that I took..
The rest will probably come from others...

Hair by hair stylist
Make up by me me me

Guess Im not that photogenic....

Quick update

Final exam finished last Thursday..
After that Jinghui, Daniel and I went to Kota Damansara for Pan Mee lunch..and prom dress shopping!
All 3 of us (including Porky, the man with patience) went to almost every boutique there..
Finally found one long dress which is black and red in color..
I was really stressed out and depressed towards the end of the day until that very last shop of our destination which brought a smile back to my face...hehehe

Later, we went to Goe's for shisha - SPERM BUSTER!!
Epic Mint Flavour evarrr....

Went to SS15 with Porky and Stella for Uncle Seng's homemade noodles for lunch..
Then went over to Subang Parade cuz they wanted to buy camera accessories which went up to RM1k..
While I got myself a handphone cover...nooob!
Then later in the evening, Porky and I picked Vemal, Porky's childhood friend and headed to bangsar..
While Porky was at some meeting, I became the tour guide for that Ipoh friend of his..
Hahaha..I must say I was pretty good at that...
After that, round 2 Sperm Buster at Goe's again..with Porky and a bunch of other Porky's friends...

Saturday was more on preparing for Taylor's Annual Law Ball that night..
Went somewhere nearby for hair styling..
Make up was by me me me...
It was quite a night..
But what completed it was another 3rd round of shisha at Goe's...with Porky and Sam..

Finally Sunday,
It was a Porky and I time...
Went over to see Fluffy awhile..
Then Sunway Pyramid for BBQ Plaza dinner...yummy yummy nom nom nom~

Sorry no photos for now..
But they're coming soon..

Lol...i know i sound like im rushing but yes, im rushing for bed...
Nitey nite peeps!

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

Its not like the movies

We're trying..

I know you're trying to change..
But one thing for sure is that I can't control you entirely..

Sometimes I feel like telling you exactly what to do..
But it won't feel right..
Because I'd feel like I'm taking away your freedom..

So I let you go do your thing..
Whether I'll be happy with it or not..
I'd rather put that second than to suffocate you..

I always tell myself that you need your space..
That's why I don't comment on any of your activities..

So when you come home really late..
Or get carried away with what you're doing..
I've come to a point where I just don't wanna say anything..

 -someday, somewhere, we'll find a new way of living

Second semester coming to an end

This picture made my day.

Finals are coming!
Finals are coming!!

Its really fast how time has passed...
Second semester is already coming to an end which lasted 4 months..
Great friends..great experiences..
Happy I am..

Well, gotta make sure I study this time...
Can't wait for finals to be over by next Thursday...
quick! quick! quick!

Friday, July 30, 2010

Silence dancing around me

So much has happened for the past few days..
Everything was fine until last Wednesday afternoon when my day turned around and headed south all the way..
I was glad to see Fluffy though..

However, on the way home, I got a call from mom regarding my attendance in college..
Although I've missed  less than 10 classes but I knew I was headed to disaster..

While I was driving home, I was just hoping that maybe that would be the last time I will ever be driving..or breathing..

Cuz when I got home, all hell broke loose..
Despite maintaining good grades and constantly doing my work, it seem like it wasn't enough..
It was just attendance for crying out loud, furthermore, the lecturer did make a mistake in my record and I did fall sick on certain days..but its just that I don't tell..

I duno..I just don't feel like talking much about my work with family..

Well, not only that..
Hoping that when all of that was over, I could finally go back to my real home..
Unfortunately, my home wasn't there..
I had to sit outside in the cold while I shed my tears quietly..waiting for the door to open..
But it didn't let me in first..

Its not about eventually opening the door for me before midnight...

Its about the fact that you knew that I was there and was left there...
While you carried on with your life..

Maybe I shouldn't even have went home..
Instead I should have hid myself somewhere else..
Somewhere where I know that I can depend on myself and not others to make me feel better..

Has time changed us?

So much for my 21st birthday..
27 July - Never was and never will be a good day..


Monday, July 26, 2010

Early birthday presents! my 21st birthday is coming this Tuesday..
Same day as my impromptu public speaking for human comm...gawd....

However, this weekend was great...
Yesterday me and my porky had an awesome Italian meal in Santini at Tropicana Mall..
Got lost around KL..
But managed to reach home...

Today had dinner with family at Italiannes, The Curve...
Then both sis bought me a long charm necklace from Diva..
Love the two of you so much, Kim and Adb....

Presents from parents are coming soon...hahaha
Can't wait!!

Then...the most unpredictable part was an early present by Porky..
Its kinda cliche about the things that couples getting a puppy..
But seriously, I really got a puppy for my birthday........

I thought I was getting a lomo camera since we were talking about it...
But somewhere in the afternoon, we went to SPCA just for fun...
Came back with this cute lil fella...

Its a female puppy...
Currently temporarily calling her Fluffy..cuz haven't decided on name yet...
Right now, she's staying at his place...
Gawd I miss her so much!!!

She looks like a St Bernard dog...
But she's actually mix breed of something something...
Only 2 months old and..
Super fluffy!!

Thank u so much Porky boo!!
Love u lots!!