Saturday, August 27, 2011

Take a Note


When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes stronger than you, grab her and don`t let go.
When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, kiss her and tell her you love her.
When she`s quiet, ask her what`s wrong.
When she ignores you,give her your attention.
When she pulls away, pull her back.
When you see her at her worst, tell her she`s beautiful.
When you see her start crying, just hold her and don`t say a word.
When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
When she`s scared, protect her and make her feel safe with you.
When she steals your favorite hoodie, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
When she doesn`t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up.
When she says that she loves you, she really does more than you can understand.
When she grabs at your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
When she looks at you in your eyes, don`t look away until she does.
When she says it`s over, she still wants you to be hers.


He still owes me:

  • Hokkaido cakes from RT Pastry House
  • Jalan Imbi steamed fish
  • Macaroons from Empire
  • Baskin Robbins clown ice cream
  • Chatime/ Gong cha

(via Somewhere Splendid › Partying Pretty: May 16, 2011)

Something new

So a while back I was dying to get a Blackberry Curve..
But somehow the urge died away cuz it was unnecessary and I was happy with what I had..
But due to circumstances, I had a reason to change from my cute little pinky SE phone to a BB Curve 9300..
Yes people, gimme your BBM pins now! XD

Took this photo during Day 1...
Yes, I was mad happy...

Also, Daniel took the iPod Touch back to the shop in Tropicana Mall to engrave a message on it..

Its so sweet.......... ♥

I know I definitely won't be able to sell this...haha

Guess its a goodbye gift from him before he leaves... (T___T)

Classes will be starting soon..
The timetable looks shitty and that is also bcos we have no choice but to take all Year 1 subjects before taking Year 2 subjects..ugh
6 hour break on a Wednesday...FML.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

I wish

Life would be easier.

Don't count the days

He told me not to count the days cuz sadly, I only have 32 days more with him before he leaves for UK. Instead, he told me to just live the days we have together without counting them down.
How I wish it was that easy for me..

Sometimes it just feels unfair that things are happening so well and falling into place for him while mine is just falling apart and I'm struggling to make things better for him as well.

I know 9 months sound very fast but I am actually scared of how things are gonna be when he's over there and I'm here during that 9 months. Who knows he might stay longer for 10 or 11 months??
I know I might need to have a straight jacket for my eyes so they won't cry insanely.

Seriously, I doubt that things are gonna remain the same.
We're both gonna live in different time zones and different lifestyles, how in the world are things gonna be the same when there's so much difference in between?

When people ask me how do I feel about all this happening?
Honestly, I don't know what to feel about it. I wish I could make him stay but it's impossible. Instead, I'll just have to accept that this has to happen.

Sigh...why does this always happen to me...

All I hope for is that these 9 months will just fly by and that he will come back as soon as possible.

Monday, August 15, 2011

It's unnecessary

Too many last minute changes really pisses me off.
And most of the time you are out with everyone else.
Guess you're just happier that way.
And whatever you are trying to do now is not working.
At the end of the day,
You just won't get it.

Thursday, August 11, 2011

An empty seat

I know he's been really busy with his internship for the past 2 weeks.
And usually when he comes home, he'll be too tired to talk and some matters are hard to be discussed cuz he's tired and can't stay up too late.
The last time I saw him was last Saturday and somehow it feels like forever waiting for this Saturday to come.
Even so, I'm not sure whether he will be free to see me or not cuz who knows something might come up and I won't be able to see him.

Actually, I have only 7 weeks more with him until he goes to UK for 9 months.
I know many say that 9 months will fly by.
It will when you're in the 7th or 8th month perhaps.
But thanks anyway to all those who are really supporting me, I really appreciate it. :)

Currently, my heart feels heavy cuz I really really miss him to bits. :'(
Just miss having him around.
Although he might be doing something else, but being in the same room with him is good enough cuz I know he will cuddle me at the end of the day.
All this missing him too much can really turn me into a crybaby. sigh..

I know this sounds silly but playing Starcraft2 is one of the ways to keep myself from missing him too much.
But sometimes I wonder, does he miss me as much as I do?

We'll take the long roads
Off into the world where no one goes
We'll pick the right songs
Cause I believe these roads were meant for us
Keep driving till there's no where left to run
Can't help but think there's something there for us
Keep driving away
Keep driving away

Tuesday, August 09, 2011


The worst kind of accusations I hate most is being called lazy.

If I am lazy and don't do anything at all, I guess there is either the ghost of the Indonesian maid doing our house chores even though she is gone OR there are animals and bugs doing the work while listening to my sister singing like the movie Enchanted.

Just because I'm not having a part time job in some restaurant, doesn't mean I bang balls at home.
Just because I don't tell people what I'm doing, doesn't mean I have nothing to do at all.
Just because you are doing something, doesn't mean I'm not doing anything.

Just because you don't bother knowing what I'm doing, don't fuckin make assumptions!!

Reasons why I hate people

People can be a pain in the ass.

Many people use the phrase - 'Life is difficult', which is not true at all.
In fact, people make life difficult for themselves and for others.
Conflict of interest is the main ingredient to why people can be total asses.
Including myself because I am human.

Individuals like your family members or loved ones are presumed to be that particular someone you can count on no matter what happens, someone who will catch you when you fall and etc.

Unfortunately, these characters sound more like a family in a children's story book.

In reality, even your closed ones can turn around and push you off the cliff.
The conflict - selfishness.

Ungratefulness is also a bitch.
No matter what you do to make things go well and smooth for the benefit of others is often overshadowed by the things that you did NOT do.
Not just in your family, it happens everywhere.
Gratefulness is something rare.

Arrogance can get you nowhere but down.
Having all that ego in your head is like a helium gas-filled balloon in the sky.
It will pop and at the end of the day, you'll come back to the ground where we all are.
Not only that, arrogance changes people as well.
And when I mean change, its normally the kind of change that makes you feel like bitch slapping him/her.

And why do people need to boast?
As long as we are not blind or deaf, we can clearly see what you do or don't have.
Furthermore, boasting is like a rub-it-in-your-face kind of gesture to the less fortunate.
Instead, do some charity besides letting the whole world know how well you are utilizing funds that don't belong to you.

Some people just don't know how to differentiate between right or wrong.
Some people just don't know what or who should come first.
Some people think that they are oh so great just because they have more money.
Some people are looking for a bitch slap.
Some people are just plain ignorant.
Sometimes we have expectations hoping that there is still some smartness left in that big redundant grey matter.
But sometimes no hope means no hope.

And from there onward, we shall learn from history and become the better on our own.

Friday, August 05, 2011

Songs stuck in my head

Harlo people!

I was on a music hunt to update songs in my playlist and I'm currently hooked on soundtracks on Grey's Anatomy, The Coronas, Ida Maria and a few more..

Here's a few songs that I looooove so much..

First on the list is Someone Else's Hands by The Coronas..
They're from The Script! :D
This song is about him singing to a third party in his relationship..its an interesting concept actually..take a listen!

My favourite song from Grey's Anatomy..
Calling Me by Alva Leigh.

And also this song by Kyle Andrews - You Always Make Me Smile..
Awesome song, awesome video!

Randomly stumbled upon this song which turns out to be another favourite of mine..
Rise Above 1 by Reeve Carney ft Bono and The Edge.
This song gives that heroic feeling for some reason..yes, cuz it's sung by the Spiderman musical actor himself! haha..
The video is cool too cuz they feature how the Spiderman musical comes to life.

Guess she looks a bit like Jessie J but she's Ida Maria..
Her song Oh My God is definitely fun to listen to..

Tuesday, August 02, 2011

Cherating Honeymoon ♥

Last week I was in Cherating from Tues to Thurs..3 days and 2 nights of the beach, seafood and love ♥

I was so so excited about going to Cherating mainly because I miss the beach and also to escape the hustle and bustle of the city..most importantly the KL traffic jams...ugh! D:

And since my birthday was also last week, I had a birthday + honeymoon + vacation! ZING!
So aweshummmm.....
Best birthday everrr~!

I was like a happy fat kid with chocolate cake!

Anyway, Daniel and I drove all the way to Cherating which took almost 3 hours...butt also numb -.-
Road was just empty cuz not many people travel there I guess..

Once we saw the sign board which told us to turn right into Impiana Hotel, Cherating ; we drove through this narrow road which was surrounded by trees and greenery..
Somehow the view of this road looks like its from a movie or something and it looks really pleasant..

And look who joined us! :D

The hotel room was simple and beautiful!!
I was sooooooo in love with it...

My favourite part of the room was this little cozy sofa area by the window which overlooks the beach..

This is what we woke up to every morning.. :)

More photos of the beach.. :D

His hand looks so funny here!!
Look like pig hands!


My masterpiece ♥

Us chillin at the beach

He play with his iPhone,
I play with my iPod.
We're a happy couple..

Admiring my red hair under the sun..

Daniel: butt so round wan ar?

Damn relax la he...

The Hotel.
This photo was taken with his brand new wide angle lens..
Looks a million more times awesome than his normal lens.

For lunch, we visited this place called Kedai Kopi Hai Peng..
The most interesting food there would be the Asian style spaghetti..cuz their spaghetti is topped with sardine tomato sauce, pineapples and shreds of cucumber..
Of course, their coffee is a must have.
But we both loved the Neslo.. :D

While waiting for our turn for car wash in Chukai..

At night, we went to 2 places for dinner..
The first is Pak Su restaurant..
It gets really chilly at night but the food there is awesome!

We camwhored a lot there..haha

The next place is Tong Juan Restaurant..

Fried fish with sweet sour sauce

AWESOME stuffed crabs..
They should sell this in KL..

Another food I miss the most in Kuantan is the keropok lekor and satar...
OMG ..I love satar!!
Its like otak otak but smoother texture, sweeter and juicier...
Super cheap also!
Can get 10 pieces for only RM4.50..

Oh of the silliest things we did was order an ABC for supper which cost RM10 at the hotel's Pool Terrace..
But it was massive I tell ya!! O.O
They used the jumbo mugs...

That's one insaneeee ABC!

We also wandered around the hotel at night taking silly pics and stole a bun.. :p


WTH rite???

Daniel testing the 'ghost shot' feature at the coffee house

Can you spot us? :D
Taken at the entrance of the hotel

Posing with my new present from my boo..
PS: my hair so long alreadyyyy :p

Those were definitely the best 3 days of my life..
It felt like there was only the 2 of us in the world..
Still remember being excited about going there..
And now, we're back to our daily routines..
Happy times seem to move quicker..
But I'll definitely cherish those moments and keep those memories close..
Only photos can remind us of those happy times..
And they never fail to make me smile every time I look at them..
Can't wait to have this kind of vacation again..

Thank you for making this dream of mine come true..
It means so much to me cuz it's something that I've been wanting to do for a long time.. :)

I love you so much! ♥♥♥

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Gosh...haven't been blogging so much that I might have forgotten how to! O_O

So this is the post about my birthday celebrations last week..

Last Monday I celebrated my birthday with my family and mom gave me the birthday girl treatment by treating me to my favourite Wondermilk cupcakes..

Choco, Red Velvet, Peanut Butter Choc and Rainbow~

And a Strawberry Tart cake from RT Pastry..

Ish shooo pweeety!!

Then, mom also got me this a month ago for my birthday..

New bag!

I didn't know what to expect from my Porky...
And when he gave this to me, I really couldn't believe it.... O.O

He got me an iPod Touch~!
Sooooo HAPPY!!!

Thank you all and I love you!!!

Also Thank You to all of you who wished me that day...I appreciate it very much although FB reminded you guys to do so..haha! XD