Friday, May 31, 2013

Hidden chapters

Sometimes I rather not talk about my problems. 
First of all, I don't really have anyone to talk to who's empathetic enough to understand my situation. 
Secondly, it's a recurring problem and it gets tiring to just mention it. 
That's why I'd rather just ignore it and just keep it to myself. 
I'm sure I will be able to find the solution on my own. 
I'll just have to see how things go. 

At the end, it feels like it's just me picking up the pieces and placing it together. 
I thought I wouldn't have to do this alone. 
Apparently, there's more than what I expected. 

Didn't expect it to turn out like this. 
Neither did I expect perfection. 
All I wanted was happiness
Is that too much to ask for?


Without realizing it, June is this coming Saturday and we are already halfway thru 2013. 
Time really flies in a blink of an eye. 
Memories are made. 
Changes have taken place. 
Everything just happens around us. 
Sometimes we get too caught up with ourselves that we have forgotten how to take a break and smell the roses. 
Sometimes people get so caught up with earning money that they neglect their loved ones. 

Just a little gesture of appreciation can bring warmth into their hearts.
Showing some love to remind and assure them of their significance in your life. 
It's the simple things that can motivate the other to continue providing love, care and support no matter what the situation is. 

Unfortunately, this is often overlooked by many. 
Maybe they don't see the need to do so because the focus is on elsewhere. 

But at the end of the day, in order to not let them stray, it's all about appreciation


So I've made the decision to quit my part time job to focus on my studies. 
I guess the workload, pressure, and time consumed has really taken a toll on me. 
Also bcos I'm afraid that I will be interrupted during my exam period like the last semester. 
I really don't want that to happen again bcos it really made me worry so much about my results after that. 
I was so worried that I have to spend an extra semester if I fail any subject. 
But thank goodness I managed to pass all those five subjects and I'm able to move on to my second semester. 
It has even come to a point where I don't even have time to think about my studies bcos all I worry about is work work work. 
That's why I thought taking time off to focus on my main priority would be a better choice. 
Since my main goal now is to graduate by this year, I must do my best to achieve that so I can actually start working full time and take on the role of providing. 
Not only do I have projects but I have my thesis and internship coming up soon as well which is around July. 
So actually I only have a one-month break, that's all. 
In other words, I only have one month of the true student life before the torture kicks in. 

It's kind of a relief for me that now I can fully concentrate on my studies. 
I'm thankful that my colleagues and parents are supportive of my decision. 
I definitely learnt a lot but I will definitely continue learning everyday as long as I'm here in this world. 
It's just another one of those decisions in life where I have to make for myself and accept the consequences that come along with it. 
I just hope that things will turn out fine and go smoothly. 

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Break up season?

Seems that a lot of couples are breaking up lately. 

I know it's easier said than done. 
But the most needed thing to recover is time. 
Time to heal and time for yourself to get back on your two feet again. 

Stay strong, Kim. 

Saturday, May 18, 2013

I'll trade all my tomorrows for just one yesterday

If I spilled my guts
The world would never look at you the same way
Now I'm here to give you hope my love
So I can watch your face as I take it all away away away 

Saturday, May 04, 2013

Lesson never learnt

Same thing happening again from what I see.
I mean we did compromised after I said "try being in my shoes and understand how I feel."
But somehow same problem, different person.

Some lessons are never learnt.