Monday, September 30, 2013

Currently Playing: Waiting Game by Banks

Baby I'm thinking it over What if the way we started made it something cursed from the start

Monday, September 16, 2013

Room for happiness

I remember praying that my previous relationship would get better and have a better outcome. 
It didn't get better. However, I did receive the better outcome. 
It's funny how life works. 

Things may seem rough at first but you always need a down to get back up. 
Luckily I got back up pretty fast because I knew what is bad and what is good for me. 

Ever since I got rid of that bad poison in my life, I've never been so much better and happier. 
Sometimes we can't be blinded by what we think we should have. 
Instead letting go to see how your life is without it can give you a clearer image of how much better your life can be. 

So letting go it's a good thing. 
Especially letting go of the people who drag you down. 

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Yeah, this is for you, folks.

My final say

I know right now I'm not in the right state of emotion to say anything that will be rational because currently my mood consists of anger and annoyance.
So whatever I say now might offend a few people out there.

So yeah, I'm pissed.
Did I offend anyone?

Tuesday, September 10, 2013


Sometimes I wonder how long should I wait. 
I'm not impatient. Just don't wanna waste anyone's time. 
Sometimes I wonder if what I'm doing is right. 
But then again, who knows what the future holds. 
Whether it will take me to the right path, I wouldn't know. 
Sometimes we just have to make mistakes to learn and grow. 
Maybe I'm being cautious. 
Maybe I'm just being careful of myself.
Sometimes I wish things were easier so I don't have to keep on wondering so much. 
Sometimes I wish it wouldn't have to hurt so much. 

Useful advice

I stumbled upon this article which I find very helpful and enlightening. 
It certainly helped me clarify most of my doubts. 

So here if is...

Hopefully it would help you like how it helped me. :)

Friday, September 06, 2013

Dirty Little Secret

What are the secrets that you'd die with?


Monday, September 02, 2013

Do unto others as you would have others do unto you

Have you ever wondered why does your life keeps getting fucked up all the time even though you think you're on the right track?
And somehow during these fucked up periods, you just have to pick up the mess on your own.

Instead of just abandoning someone at their lowest, why don't take the time to help them get back up?
At least 'try'. No harm trying right?
If you can help a blind man cross the road, what's so hard to being there for someone during a hard time?
I'm sure you wouldn't want to be abandoned during the lowest point of your life.
So help another one out in times of need.
It's better to give than to receive.

I always wonder if there's anything that I did wrong to deserve such events in my life.
I blame myself because its my mistake for taking the wrong step in the first place.
It's my life, my decisions, my consequences to bear.

I don't expect anyone to volunteer as tribute just because they feel that they have to.
Its a different thing altogether if the situation is when they want to.

I always take time to contemplate about my life, goals and directions.
Honestly, there's no certainty because things change all the time and the most important part is to adapt to these changes and make the best out of it.
Instead of sitting there and whine about how life is unfair.

I know I have my under the weather days. I might blame everyone for not caring about me at that moment.
But at the end of the day, I know that there are people who care.
It's just that I'm really hard on myself and always thinking that I'm no good for anyone.
That my presence is just a mere existence.

Although I do dream that my existence is able to make a change and contribute to something bigger.

Music speaks the words unsaid

So I stumbled upon this song. Was attracted to the title of it.
All I can say that it's a good song. It definitely is.