Tuesday, November 17, 2015


Sometimes you look at the people around you showing off their happiness.
Immediately, you'll be like "ya, I'm happy with my life."
But are you? Really?
Or is it some lie you keep telling yourself to hide away from the truth?

The source of unhappiness could be happening right before your very eyes.
What if there's no way of stopping it and the only way is to watch the flames die off?
What would you do?

At this point in my life, I'll just hope for the best. If it doesn't happen, then scratch that, move on.
Like I've never done this before.

Maybe one day, one fine bloody day, I will find my happiness.

Tuesday, November 03, 2015

Wake up, my dear

I always get the feeling that the more you desire something, the more impossible it seems.
So if that's the case, should I even expect anything in life?
Everyone has expectations.
How can you live with none?

I guess minimal is fine but at the end of the day, its all about going with the flow and seeing how things go.
I suppose that would be a better way of living than to fill yourself with all these fairy tales.

I need to keep telling myself to be more realistic, to be more in touch with this harsh reality. All this while, all this California dreaming. I need to wake up from it.

Monday, November 02, 2015

Is this right?

Have you ever stopped for a moment to question yourself if what you're doing now is right?
Am I heading towards the right direction?
Am I paving the life that I want for my future?
Is everything in my life right now the right thing for me?

So many questions left unanswered.
Sometimes you just have to go with the flow.
You'll never know what the future can turn out to be even though your present might seem too good to be true.
All you can do is hope for the best and hope that whatever fails won't hurt so bad.

I'm trying

Sometimes it's not easy to stay focused on the goals you try to achieve.
Sometimes we fall back.
But what makes the difference of falling back is the attempt to get back up again.
Reminding yourself why you started.
That motivation is what that drives you, the wake up call.

It can be really hard sometimes, but when there's a will, there's a way.